Sunday, October 29, 2006
hmss..come 2 update..now is holidays..get my results back already..nt bad.2nd in level ..but nt happy..nt becoz of my results..but becoz 1 of my best fren, JH need 2 retain..and some others need 2 go through another exam..if faill need 2 retain..hmm...readers..dun mind me..coz juz wanting 2 vent out some feelings...JH ar..he knew dat he was always a cheerful guy..happy-go-lucky..but nt lucky tis time...though i knew him onli 4 a year..but the relationship was quite strong i guess..if nt i shld nt be feeling sad anyways...i guess he knew he will retain..n he is prepared..but no matter wad..i still feel sad..and..i oso feel somewhat regret..coz i wasnt able 2 help him..i did nt even offer 2 help him in his studies..haix...wad a fren am i..duno y..juz think of next year without him 2 crack lame jokes...no 1 4 me 2 disturb....haix..seems so sad hor..but looking at the bigger picture..we are still in the same schoooll...we gt each other e-mail...played the same games..hm...dere is still contact..nt dat bad...and..i guess retain is better den him..coz he say dat he is nt prepared 4 o-level ..maybe another year in sec 3 will make him be truely prepared for o level..dat may be better 4 him..n..rmb 2 get 1st in level next year..all the best..hm...now about those dat need 2 go through another exam..hm..they were given another chance..hope they cherish it..and i will nt let dem retain..as long as they approach me 4 help..i will help dem..juz dun wish another JH 2 appear..coz its really quite sad..nt onli 4 me..i guess others too feel the same way...i told HJ n WS 2 look 4 me if they need help..but duno if they gonna do dat..hm..it all depends on themselves..i can onli help...if they ask..coz dats when they will truely appreciate and really study..guess so..juz my on thinking...
hm...now onto another topic..my holidays is nt like an holiday...lol..coz mostly it is packed wif practises...lessons...bla bla..but guess it will be more relaxing den normal school day..anyway next year is guitar SYF..going 2 aim for gold..this shall be the last SYF in my secondary schoool life..so..got to work reall hard 2 create some nice memories..lol..and ..next year oso haf badminton inter-school tournament...every year..our sch team go dere..was being slaughter..never even gone into 2nd round...next year..going 2 create some better results..so tis holidays gt intensive badminton training..lol..nt really intensive...but dere is training..same..last year in sec sch..last tournament..need 2 create some nice memories too..
hm..tis maybe the last update of this blog..thx ms tan for introducing blogging..n thx ms tan for being our form teacher..coz it is tough 2 tolerate our class nonsense..thx...
6:29 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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